i feel that i've lost the interest in blogging...

too many things happening?
nothing happening?
too busy?
too lazy?

i really duno wad is the real reason behind...



maybe i'm juz sick of using the computer whenever @home after work...
cuz u noe...i've been facing it one whole day...
other then going on facebook playing nonsense stuffs, check gmail, and other nonsense stuffs...
i really dun like to sit down sooooo long to type a long long post...

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this gonna be an entry i've been wanting to write...
and i suppose it'll be here for a while...
since i'm losing the interest to blog...



I wana thank my baby boy, Vernon Lim, for coming back to me...
to save me from a horrible nitemare...

Vernon and I knew each other 4 yrs back...
when we're both 19...
We click and dated but for a short while...
but for everyone who knows me since poly days...
I'm THE hard-core clubber who didn't wish to be tied down...
and throughout my poly days...
i was single (cept for 2 hilarious weeks)
so i push Vernon away like any other guys...

I'm thankful baby came back to me...
giving me the happiest picture I can ever paint for the future...
he brought me out from many nitemares...

when I had a huge fight with my parents...
he will always be there for me...
take urgent leave and accompany me...

when I say I had enough of my ridiculous parents...
he finds me a place and bring me away...
brought me peace...
and most of all...
brought neemo & wish to me...
which spice up our life...
and fufilling my wish since childhood...
"to have my own dog"

and if u guys think my 2 dogs are v obedient to make me feel so contented...
U R WRONG...
there were a day where i told Vernon dinner was West Highland Terrier Mixed Schnauzer...
i nearly wanted to cook them up!
teaching a new pup is really very very tedious...
but wad to do?
MY WISH mah...

and because of dat...
I wana apologise to baby...
sorry that I've said things that are inappropriate...

Baby...u sld noe by now...i dun really mean it everything i say i wana cook them up mah...
rite? ;)


Baby also pulled me out from another nitemare...
my ex-relationship...

Actually i guess alot of you does experience this...
whenever a couple broke up with one side unwillingly...
they tend to remain as "good friends"
and it sucks cuz they will still feel emotionally attached and unable to really step out of each other world...
they will still hang out like they used to but they ain't a couple...

after wad has happen in the relationship...
i really didn't want to stay as friend...
but only by staying as friend...my ex will return the money he owe me...
I really can't believe myself for still being able to befriend someone like him after he steal money from my mum & my join account TWICE...
(FYI, he stole a total of 6.5K first, proclaming he knock someone down and got blackmail and then stole 1.4K, which he cannot lie anymore cuz for once I know he used that money to pay off his bad debts)
and then he went out with other girls that he has crush/they had crush on him when we're tgt...
(FYI, like sending other girls to and fro, meeting the girl alone at sch & maybe other stuffs which I will never ever find out ever)

There were days I really sat down and ask myself why am I always so softhearted and keep forgiving him where he doesn't change at all...
At that point of time...I could have gotten tgt with another guy (an indo-chinese guy who is 8 yrs my senior and treats me better. Juz dat he was in states at that point of time)

and here comes my conclusion...
It must have been Karma
breaking the indo-chinese guy hearts in choosing over someone not worth my time...

and after I've served my karma,
my prince charming was presented to me!

someone who has been missing me since then...
found me again...
pluck up his courage...
and wants me to give him my hands...
and walk with him till death do us apart...

Baby...
I noe that I often upest u with the things I've said...
not pampering you as much as u does...
doesn't dote on u as much as u does...
but I'm trying...really really v hard...
to be your bestest best friend, gf, and wife...
but for one thing I'm very sure is I do love you as much as you love me...
*hugz*

Thank god for bringing u to me...
and Thank U, my baby boy, for coming back to me...
*muackz*

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and last of all...
Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year Everyone!

i am gonna blog abt my wish..


the new "toy" for neemo & oreo...

neemo and wish already started fighting for toys...

wish playing with the snake...

oreo looking at the new "toy" in da hse...

and yesh..this is the oreo we once saw carried in my arms...

small, medium, big

wad size do you want?

the "puppy-eye" look

slping side by side...

neemo and wish got closer dat...


they slp tgt!!!

the juz-wake-up-look

small vs big

noti wish vs noti neemo

can u tell he is very tired???

LOL

and dey slp back to back....

awwwww....so sweet......

dats the end of my crazy photo-taking of wish...

ain't he cute???

but to compare with neemo...he is quite stupid...
doesn't noe how to shake hand yet...
only noe how to sit for treats...

my neemo is still the smartest and obedient schnauzer ;)

till den...
can't wait for christmas!

i'm already feeling the joy! =)

farewell xiao ming,
hope the grass gets greener over the other side...
take care!!!

see ya back in chinese new yr!

its been a while i felt lonely...

baby is on duty again...from sat 8am to sun 8am...
=(

its tough to slp w/o him by side...

come home fast baby...

miss ya...

This is my WHITE christmas...

Arriving earlier then expected...
and having loadsa fun with neemo...

btw...his name is "wish"

i am soooooo pissed off at work!!!

ROAR!!!!!!!!







but thinking of my/our early christmas present arriving on Friday makes me feel better!!!


I am so having a WHITE Christmas this year.

=)