Monday, January 31, 2005
its been a long time i heard confessions.....
i believe once is enuff.....
but now i'm hearing 2......
its a lil diff for me to digest......
somehow i suddenly feel scared of dis confessions......
*yingzy trembles...*
11:03 AM
Sunday, January 30, 2005
its sunday again....i'm goin shopping with my darlings!!! =)
urgh....and tml is monday again? monday blues........
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u've muz be tired.....cuz u've been running ard my mind all the time......
i've muz be a bad shooter....cuz i kept missing u.......
and u've muz been a thief....cuz u've stolen my heart......
2:43 PM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
wake up damn early for dis entrepreneur talk today......which i slept thru it.....interesting but i was TOOOOO tired to listen......was late...but who cares? all dey need was more ppl sitting there and make the hall look full~! urgh.....
din manage to go suntanning at sentosa today.....due to loads of variables (courtesy of shawn)....so...i'm back home! slping........urgh....afterall i only had 3 hrs of slpness juz now.....
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When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything
I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
I think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
3:04 PM
my feet feels like its not mine.....muz be the heels......urgh.....but at least it saves me frm being step by more ppl......
zouk was fun....love it when its R&B~! all the fun ppl were ard me....and more lesbians move! omg.....its kinda hard for me to digest actually.....ha!
one of the best zouk out i've had...esp with my beloved darlingsSsSsSs ard me! =)
lurve u gers!!! and my darling son...melvin~! and shawnie~!!! hehe!
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i felt like a little ger everytime u call.....though i may rush u off...its becuz i dun wana u to stay out there for too long.....
i miss u too.....but is it right?
5:04 AM
Friday, January 28, 2005
i've another 2 and half hour to slp like a pig.....read so much research till my brain now full of apple iPod market share, iPod U2, iPod shuffle, iPod mini, iPod Photo...ya...u get my idea....
not to forget i've been reading thru their competitor...creative zen touch...zen micro....muvo...urgh....my eyes are a bit blur till i'm kinda colour blind.....
i hv no idea how the hell i am gonna wake up at 8am tml.....i hope i can do it....cuz i hv to wake eileen up too......if we 2 doesn't make it for the tut....we so are gonna get screwed! pray for me....
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its been sometime i feel dis way.....heart thumping fast.....getting nervous.....trying to cool myself by acting cool.....a long lost feeling found......
missing you has become a part of my life....actually the feeling is quite nice....but will it last long? dats for me to find out and for you to know i guess.....
4:29 AM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
its thursday again....a destressing time slot at
10PM on
channel 5....
the AMERICAN IDOL4~!
rem to catch it dudes...esp the marketing cohourt....
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yesterday nite went out for my project fieldtrip....the most hilarious moment of the month.....
my dearest groupmate
ALMOST left me alone in the middle of nite @ kallang outdoor stadium's carpark....
greatest thx to YOUWEI!
holding the camera in my hand....i decided to take a few more shots of the carpark....*FLASH FLASH*
and nx moment i heard
*PUM*....*PUM*....*PUM....*PUM*.....the closing of the car doors.....at the back of my mind...i realise dat my dearest groupmate,Gab was abt to start the car and drive off.....
the panick me ran over to liyan's window and yell....."Still got me~!!!!" and den liyan open the door for me......and everyone laugh their ass off.....
well.....all thx to towkay for
NOT REALISING dat i'm not sitting beside him! and my dearest groupmate eventually forgotten my existance!!! urgh...........
thank god dat freaking window was down....if not i'll hv to find some bloody stone and throw onto Gab's car window....
dats my
groupmates for u all....and a little entertainment for u guys to laugh ur ass off too....anyway.....gab is a hell rider! sitting in his car is juz like sitting on a rollar coasta ride!....if no seat belt is on...i tink i'll get thrown outta the car!
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missing and waiting for u has become a daily routine for me.....i duno is this good or bad....but i keeping my finger cross dat one fine day.....u'll be outta my routine....
6:05 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
finally sip report handled in.....grammer mistake checked? nah! i dun hv dat time man! well...i'm keeping my finger crossed!
individual report for entrepreneurship submitted too! full of crapz...and noting else.....
how am i feeling? no much better....cuz there's more to come! my dear marketing dudes and dudetees....hang in there man!
i've got only one word to describe the feeling now....TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh................
11:45 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
i guess its abt time i follow my mama to go and pray.....
damn....been quite suay recently....break the stupid glass at zouk yesterday....and peifen broke a mirror at bugis village juz now......we muz been cursed!
anyway...i tink its time i start on my diet plan le....met my sec skool guy frens yesterday....and dey say i'm leading such a good life without their torturing! yeah...indeed i am...i've put on 4 kg of weight after i grad from sec skool! damn....its time i start making plan on losing weight le! --> my new yr resolution!!!! ha!
11:50 PM
back frm zouk...my second time at zouk on a saturday nite......
same old ting happen again....five-ten game was the highlight and the only entertainment we had....beer it the worst liquor on earth...cuzing my head in real pain now.......
dis group of 24 years old guys joined us for five-ten and in then end.....drank more den we gers do.....ha!
went to the bar counter...looking for fabian again...he got me a glass of ice water.....and the nx moment when i've finished my drink and wanted to return back to him.................
it slip thru my hand......and it falls at the speed of 70km/h...b4 i could blink....its is scattered ard the floor...sorrie peifen if it cuts u....sorrie fabian....i din mean to lose thr grip.....
my first time breaking a glass in zouk......
nx was dis group of 28 years old dudes playing five-ten with us...boy...there were good.....or rather i am lousy....too fast too furious.....i lost so much...but well....techno is still not the music for me....i ended up leaving zouk at 4.....and juz got home with a spining headache.....urgh....
gonna bath now and slp...sorrie shawn....i so not gonna make it for suntanning tml....oh ya....mini cooper spoted in the carpark of zouk.....and....a cute bouncer...damn....i tink i hv a ting for skinny guys.....haha!
ZzzZzzZzzZzzZZZZzZzZzzzzzzz
4:38 AM
Friday, January 21, 2005
finally the long await American Idol 4 is back!!! its really destressing watching it and i sure had a good luff juz by the expression of paula and simon...
good dancer and good voice...bonus point...pretty ger with strong voice...oso bonus point given....2 pathetic gers....1 eventually was on her knees to beg? omg...and the other loser...scold all the vulgur languages and act like a crazy woman! another loser...saving the worst for the end...cant tk the comment of the worst voice i ever heard from simon...still cont to sing like nobody biz...urgh...dis bunch of jokers.......
finally i kinda finish my individual report for entre.....now...muai SIP report...hopefully can complete dat by today so dat i'll get to enjoy my weekends! =)
1:48 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
hungry....
tired....
stress....
shoulder aching.....
eyes straining......
faces my dumb computer for hours and hours......
clicking and saving the websites like nobody biz.......
i'm dying.....
to make tings worst....i've got a 9am lesson later........damn..........
totally drain out.....i need a gd massage.......
1:40 AM
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
had a farewell dinner with stepz last nite....gonna miss her so much again....but well...she's coming back for new yr! mahjong sessions!!! yeah!!!
some pics that was taken....
bump into hong at cartel....and we took a photo!
den anning and her frens came along.....
today went to suntec with my ex-colleagues, cyndi, michelle and xiao hua for dinner at viet cafe! cool place~! nice food~! had a fun time luffing like mad.....
project meeting was done in class room today....no tension yet but we all noe its gonna be sucha short short term....so everyone got to push ourselves real hard!
but its really weird getting use to a new group.....though i've work with rachel before....there are loads of laughter and the group seems to be working in harmony still.....except for gab trying to slap liyan....and liyan trying to pinch gab....
still i do miss my old group......well.....its not dat my current group is not good or a bunch of slackers or wad...in fact they are all hard-working & are serious in project discussions!
but....afterall i've work with chris and jiawen for 3 long sems! and not to forget my dearest macky......i miss his lameness and his cold cold jokes dat makes me wana trash him up and throw him down from the highest level in skool.....urgh......
i miss all of u...................
10:13 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
wad has been happening?
noting new....
on friday peifen and stanley came over my place and it started with come drama mama stuffs at upper boon keng road blk 11 level 15 in a small room......abt 60plus photos were taken.....20 of them belongs to the vainpot stanley individually....the rest shared among the 3 of us.....
sure is fun playing inside....but the folks out there....hmm....hope they are not tinking too much.....
sat went over benji's place with jing and chris to celebrate his bday.....Happy 21st Birthday Dude!!!
after dat went to catch My Brothers at TM with fen and stan....nice show...so touching....chris u need to bring like a whole box of tissue if u r goin to watch it! den after dat we went for pratas at jalan kayu....its been years i went there to eat supper man....yummmmmm....reach home ard 4plus and pronounced dead at 5am....
Nice cooling sunday.....
woke up by my ediotic mum....talking on the phone at 11plus in the morning!!! wad she is lack of is a speaker connected to her mouth! she's talking so loudly dat my ear drums hurt!
i dun see any reason why she can't use the phone in her room! damn! got up at 12 and ask her to leave my room and chat outside....she fucking ignore my piece of advice...and cont to chat....
ended at 12plus....dats when i've decided to stop slping....get up and bathe to welcome my sis future mother-in-law.....
my sunday is totally screwed! i'm very hungry and very angry....wadever food my mum offered me i rejected her! cuz she simply juz wana pissed me off!
mums nv listen!!! mums are always like dat....y can't dey stop being so irritating at times and gimme some peace and freedom??? i'm so not gonna eat anyting from home today! goin to parkway with peifen to eat!!! hmmp!!!
mums are always a headache..........................................
4:10 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
before i start blogging abt skool....i would love to wish my dearest LiYan the big sotong.....
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my my.....a big 2 in front now......hehe! hope u love the bun and the prezzie!!!!!! =)
here are the photos today!!! starting with........
me and shuiyi!!!!! haha!!!!!
the birthday cake!!!
here comes the birthday ger! LiYan the Sotong Queen!!!
ShuJinG & LiYan
Being Happy dat She is 20???
cutting her cake!!!
shujing is helping her....she's happy!
group of pretty gers! happy birhtday clara or shujing? ha! no la....wrong order le....nx pic!!!
there...a complete & right order picture! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYAN!
Standing L-R: Pris, Yingzy, ShuiYi, LiYan, ShuJing, LiyAn
Sitting L-R: Chriss, Clara, Eileen
StaCey & LiYaN
L-R: YingZy, ShuJinG, LiYan, StaCey, ChriStinE
finally gab got his cake......
shuiyi acting cute again!!!
ChRisTinE & Me
the 4 crazy gers!!!
ChRisTiNe & LiYan
LiYan & Me
LiYaN & ShuJiNg
JiNg & mE wiTh ChRisTinE's BeAuTifUl FinGerS....
JiNg & Me wiTh StUpiD sHuIyi aCtiNG cLowN bEhinD......
FinaLLy sHujIng & mE! *peAce*
ThE 2 LiyAns!!! MiSs TaN & MiSs Wee
SpRayIng Time!
oPpz! sPray iS eXpiRed! liYan is vEry gLaD to hEar dAt!
ThE 4 PrEtty BabEs!
L-R: PrIs, EiLeeN, LiYan with her BUN, ClaRa
LiYan & EuGenE with the BUN?
ShUiYi & Me AgAin...haha!
JiAnFu & LiyaN with bun again???
Looks like the bun become the main character today?
Liyan & ShuJing with the BUN AGAIN!!! urgh.....
Chris & Jing with the dory fins included....
ChRis & JinG *pEaCe*
eUgeNe & mE wiTh dory swimming into the pic....ha!
now u see DorY & EuGenE!
Pris & me....
and my batt went low....haha! guess wad? there is no shuiyi with herself taking her own pic!!! muz buy 4D already....haha! cuz the camera was with me the whole day! ha!!!
skool is definately fun! but sucky timetable? ha! wad's new anyway? i'm skipping tml lecture at 11am.....cuz its TOO EARLY LE! ha!
i noe i'm bullshitting cuz i'm having 9am lesson nx week on wed and fri....but well....at least i get a day off dis fri! who cares! DO NOT disturb my slp dudes! ur kindness is appreciated! ha! anyway...zouk and phuture was great last nite!!! prob my last time till another holiday starts for me? okay.....my fingers are numb!!! till den....adious!!! =)
11:55 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
shuiyi and my new yr resolution for year 2005~!
1) getting a bf~!
2) slimming down~! ha!
anyway...i'm goin zouk tonite...whoever goin gimme a call~!
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peifen...thx for accompanying me last nite.....
appreciate ur company so much.....u're my bestest best fren gal! lurve ya!
we'll have more bedok 85 bar chor mee and porridge the nx time k? i'll do the ordering for ya~! =)
6:09 PM
she was silly.........she was dumb......
she was competing against time......
she asked for 5 mins....and was granted....
but juz 10 mins b4 she reached the airport......her sms beep.......
"i got to board the plane already"
disappointed she is....she replied....
"alrite den....nvm...wanted to pass u e cheese cake..hv a safe journey den...tk care..."
the uncle was still speeding down to airport terminal one.....and her phone rang.....
"sorrie.....i'm on the plane now....and i hv to switch off my hp soon....."
3 more mins and she'll reach the taxi stand......though disappointed she is.....she kept her cool.....she replied.....
"its alrite....u tk care....."
2 mins after she hang up....she reached the airport.....with the cheese cake on her hand....not knowing wad to do with it.......
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she had no idea who she'll be meeting....she only knows that there was similar interest-the cheesecake....and she juz noe dat its a fren who will be flying off for good and she juz wana do someting sweet for him as a fren.....
she had no idea where the courage come from.....no idea wad she is doin....she juz follows wad her heart tells her to do.....
but........
she was late.......she lost the battle with time.........
3:01 AM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
12.15pm on monday afternoon.....i step into LT 20 with shuiyi, christine & shujing....
lesson supposelying to be at 12...but who cares whether we are 15 mins late? some dudes comes in at 12.40? and 1/3 of the my cohort was missing! well.....
started being enthu listening to jeffery ho's lecture.....but.....by the time of 1pm....i realise dat i haven heard dis chanting piece of shit for.....er.....11 weeks?
damn....christine was even having headache! she's worst den me! i simple felt dat i was the sun wu kong monkey wearing dat golden ring on my head....and everytime he chants....it squeeze my brain!
but well....lecture ended at 1.40 sharp! i ran out as fast as i could bcuz i couldn't stand the freezing cold air con in the lecture hall and jeffery's chanting.....
den it was a sizzling lunch time with christine, stacey and shujing at design's malay stall! boy! its damn great eating the food back there~!
my plans goes like dis.....nx will be the western food in biz park, den western food in mensa, the jap food in mensa, the shui jiao in engin, the chinese cook food in biz park, the tea leaf egg from vegetarian stall in biz park.......blah blah blah....ha!
its gonna be a damn freaking short sem.....9 weeks....mid sem test and breaks excluded....i'll be graduating on 14th march! FREAKING FAST!
well....to sum up dis shit...i'm glad to be back at skool! =)
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addiction....
dis word does not apply for drugs or clubbing....i realise dat dis word can be used for loads of tings.....
like how a guy is addicted to a ger or vise versa.....or how u get addicted to someone doing some stuffs for u.....
and i oso realise dat as long as dis word is use....its NOT GOOD! cuz being addicted to it means u'll crave for more....wans it all by urself~! and it oso means dat u have the rites to it! but wad if once day u no longer hv the rites? it'll be a damn shitty feeling man......
juz like a smoker addict trying to quit smoking! i tink its damn freaking hard to tk it man! but still if there is a will there is a way.....
for my case....i rather not be addicted to it....so dat i wun have the feeling of having it and den losing it again........
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second day back in skool! yeah! lecture at 2 to 4pm....rather dumb....but who cares! i'm happy to see my frens! and er....the lecture's nagging? ha!
11:11 AM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
went out for movie with my darling peifen today....finally she is back in singapore le! ha!
watched seed of chucky....supposingly to be a freaking thriller or horror movie....and being the timid me....i would hv missed the show 3/4 with my fingers covering my eyes and my thumb on my ears.......
BUT...
i completed the show with half of the time eyes open....cuz dis show is like half comedy and thriller? ha! i dun find it scarry at all lohz! wad de hell....i tink place it under the category of comedy ba! bleahz! =p
anyway....starting skool in 12 hours time! so excited!!! yeah!!!
11:58 PM
woo~! starting skool tml le! excited man!!! lecture at 12pm! see ya dudes and dudetees!!! miss ya guys soooooooo soooooooo much~!!!!
0.5 days more to start skool!!!
2:01 PM
