Sunday, May 30, 2004
watched "THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW"...eh...not so nice actually....it was only the impact tat is nice....my colleague benny says its a "family show"...haha~! i watched together with ah ming,joh,daryl,shirley and her lao gong....amoung the 6 of us....only shirley says its nice~! the rest of the guys almost fell asleep inside the cinema...haha~!
a lot of tings went thru my mind inside the cinema....coincidentally...i was sitting beside the guy i used to like a lot a lot....the first guy tat i waited for more den half an yr....a guy who totally changed my life....or rather sld i say a the first guy tat give me a damn memorable lesson......he taught me tat i should not treat guys seriously....should not trust them so easily....and always remembering u guys are the worst creatures living on earth....
saw him smoking away after the show.....i really remember tat last time he dun smoke at all.....wad triggers him to do so??? i wish i could knock some sense in him....but....who am i to do so????
and my best sister too....saying she is juz a social smoker....oh my god....its really very disappointing to see her like tat.....dun ever let me noe who taught her to smoke~! i swear to god i'll nv let tat person off~! worst of the worst...she is not alone...my other gd frens....all smoking away when we club....i really really wish tat dey could noe tat its ruining their health~! their image~! and themselves~!!!
went for band prac on fri....its been a long time i catch up with teddy and loy...my brudders brudders.....i used to hop on teddy's back and ask him to piggy back me ard...i still remembered tat he piggy back me rite into the boy's toilet at band room tat nite~!!! tat moron~!
again...social smoker topic was discussed...i was really upset to hear tat loy saying wad if he is one.....haiz....can some god up there knock senses into dis peeps brain???
~sick of hearing~
12:03 AM
Thursday, May 27, 2004
13.5 hours of slp~!!! for the first time i've slept soooOOooOooOOoo long in my holidays~!!!!! i'm seeing more of dis will come~!!!! hehehehe~!!!! such a nIce feeling~! no phone calls trying to wake me up.....EXCEPT for the DUMB ASS up there trying to renovates the house~!!!! the stupid drilling......"ZEeeEeEee.....!!!!!" so irritating~!!! but due the the previous training given by the other house....i manage to SLP THRU IT~!!!! MuaHAHahHAHhahHAhHAHa~!!!!!
YeAh~!!! PAYDAY tonite~!!! haha~!!! tml will be rich again~!!! finally the day has come~!!! after i've waited for SooOOoOoOooOOo long~! dun worry son~! u'll get ur allowance~! dun worry winston~! promise to treat u after i got pay~! who am i still owning a treat??? gonna go on a shopping spree~!!! yeah~!!!!
!~din step out of house for 2 days~!
4:46 PM
okay...i've scream enuff......luckily got one nice entertainer~! Mr WinsToN ChEe~!!! entertaining me thru the nite~!!! thx~!! i noe u'll be reading dis~! haha~! gd nitez all~! a bad gastric coming up le~! need to lie on my nice cosy bed and die.........
2:42 AM
i'm a good ger.....a very good ger....super duper good ger.....tink dis yr santa will gimme all tat i've wished for.......
i'm getting crazy~! damn bored~!!! someone plz bring me out?????? plz plz plz???? its mambo nite~!!! look at the time~!!! and look at the date again~!!! my knees can bend le~!!! but i'm at home~!!!! soOooooOoOooOoOOOoooOooOoOoOO IRRITATING~!!!
~~~~~someone plz kill me~~~~~
12:36 AM
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
nice rainy day~!!! so nice to slp~!!! BUT today everyone likes to call me??? slpet at 4plus dis morning...doing my blog....den shuiyi called me at 8plus?!?!??! OMG~!!! i tink she was asking abt the bus 16 tingy....cant really rem le....den nx~! MY DAD~!!! 11plus~!!! wad de?!?!?!? duno wad he is talking also.....SOMEONE PLZ LET ME SLP PEACEFULLY??? finally my mum's turn~!!! 1plus....dis time i'm damn irritated le~! wakes up~! tats explains y i'm here~!!!!!
it started drizzling when i woke up....and dis means....."GO BACK TO SLP~!" so....i decided to finish my bowl of koko krunch now....and head back to my nice cosy bed with lotz of pillows.....and cont my sweet dream part 2~!
ZZzzzZZzzZZzZZZZzzZZzzZZzzzzZZZzZZzzZZzZZzzZz
"DO NOT DISTURB MY BEAUTY SLP"
1:20 PM
home sweet home~!!! went out with my darling son and chibimoon~! haha~! no lahz...his name is chee boon~! but i likes to call him chibimoon~! went down to east coast with them....sat at the benches....oh my god~!!! wad a beautiful nite~! the stars gets brighter and brighter when the nites gets deeper....soon....the sky is filled with little diamonds shimmering away~!
jiayong and i was chatting away on the good old days at 626.....our secondary skool days...where it is more fun and happening~! now like now.....getting old.....we also talk about how people change....how much we've mature....oh my god~! time really files~! as for our chibimoon...he is chatting away on the phone with his gf.....haha~! not free to join in our conversation.....
after tat jiayong drives us to a "secret" place to watch shows....wasn't the show suppose to be educational??? in the end...it ends up to be more like a comedy by jiayong~! haha~!
i muz really admit tat my son is getting more and more lame.....his gf-to-be sure wun get bored with him ard~! 24/7 entertainer~! and of cuz~! getting more and more handsome~! his driving skills oso~! loves his U-turn the most~! haha~! BUT my poor son is goin to army soon....sure will miss my darling~!!! not only he is getting lamer...but oso getting more and more gentlemanly too~! haha~! who wana dates my son??? get in line plz~! haha~! as for cheeboon...still as cute and handsome like last time...and oso i've discover tat he is very very gentleman~!!! his gf is damn lucky to hv him~! he is the 3rd guy tat i've met tat is sOoOOoOoooOOoooooOOOOOoooOOoOoO gentleman~! too bad gers....he has a gf le....u all can consider muai son??? haha~!
finally we head for BEEF KUEY TEOW at lor 7~! haha~! mMMmmMMMmmm.....nice nice~! the hot sticky sauce.....covering the chewy beef & silky hor fan......WoW.....haha~! finally i get to eat it after craving it for sOooOOooOOOOooOOoo long~! ahahah~!
i thot today wld be a boring day....BUT john asked me to watch TROY with him after my work...promising me tat he'll pay half of my ticket fee & my popcorns~! haha~! but...i got nachos in the end~! yUmMmmmMmYummMmMMmM....NaChoOooOSsSsssSSsSS..... hehe~! still likes the show although its the 2nd time i'm watching it....haha~! during 3/4 of the show...my darling shujing ring me up twice....telling me tat time table is OUT~!!!! she is in 3M01...shuiyi,shawn and eliza is in 3M02~!!! wad de?!?!??! and me.....in 3M06~!!! wah de?!?!??! so far away!!! wanted to yell as loud as i can~! but voice is damn sore still....ahahHAh~! BUT NO WORRIES~!!!! my best groupmate christine is in my klass again~!!! hahahaha~! chris....u muz bear with my nonsense AGAIN~!!! ahahahHAhaha~!!! but i noe deep down u very happy rite??? mUuahHAHah~!!! cuz u love my nonsense rite???? ahHHAhahha~!
so exciting~! cant wait to noe who esle is in my klass~!!! hahaha~! tats aLL folks~!!! damn tired now......*yawNnNNn*
~love my son & chibimoon for bringing me out for such an advanturous nite~
3:14 AM
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
new skin for me~!!! cuz i love dis font~!!! love the contrast bet black and pink~!!! haha~! erm...but still got some problems here??? hahaha~! will do my best to make everyting rite~! no worries~!!! for those who hates pink.....i can only say....BEAR WITH IT PEEPS~! until i find another skin i love it too~!!! hahahha~!
i'm lovin it
12:47 AM
Monday, May 24, 2004
watch shrek 2~!!! nice movie~!!! haha~! watched it with kids again~! ahaha~! wad to do rite??? its a cartoon afterall....haha~! nice nachos with extre cheesesssss.....haha~! mmMmmmMMmmmm.....PS movie timing really sucks to the core leh~!!! sometimes dey start damn on time...and make me miss the begining...den today??? dey had 15 minutes of advertisement~!!!!!! idiot~!!!
but its a nice movie to watch la....3 out of 5 lohz.....shuiyi....be more merciful ah...u'll hv kids oso one.....haha!~! u cant control ur kids mouth all the time one....rite??? haha~! be nice k??? hehe~! :P
nice movies are coming up again~!!! the day after tomorrow~!!! 13 turning 30~!!! and there's dis bimbo show...din manage to catch the title.....but i wanna watch dat too~! haha~! okay~!!! who wanna watch with me???? let me noe k??? i'm avaliable after 28 dis month....cuz PAYDAY~!!! haha...hehe~! :P
when we were walking to the cinema...shuiyi was like...."wen wen wen...wen wen wen" hahahah~! dats wenzhou la~!!! hahaha~! she "wen" SooOOOooOOoo long~! haha~! am glad tat he and his gf are fine now.....so worried for him during the past few days...but my 6 sense tells me tat dey'll patched back~! haha~! good 6th sense i have rite??? always rite~! haha~!
6:44 PM
i need a massage~!!! starting to miss shawn~!!! haha~! super tired day~!!! its been a long time i felt so tired doin Afternoon shift~! at nite is 4 part timers doin closing with Andrew~! haha~! luckily all his part timers are all old birds!!! haha~!!! its was damn fun actually~! jun9 and wenren running the floor....me at fitting room....sephy at cashier....haha~! not bad ah~! but today really damn tiring~! run here and there like mad peeps....so many PULLBACK and D&D customers~! so angry~! feel like hitting them~! wenren and jun9 oso...keep telling me dey wana hit people~! haha~!
today my voice is so totally sexy lohz~! almost gone sia~! haha~! ever heard a sales ger lay-longing with a super sore voice??? u can always come down to TM giordano and hear me yell~! (tats is i hv the mood~ :P) haha~! everyone was so turn off by my voice today~! guess it was tat really sexy??? ahahah~! :P esp when i try to sing~!!! hehehe~! :)
on my way back....i saw dis cute guy inside the mrt~! sitting rite in front of me~!!! he is quite tanned...looks like mixed blood....of chinese and malay ba....he was listening to his mp3....den tapping his feet like nobody business...but...cute~! haha~!
for those who knows whom i'm dating now....he is a history to me le....i could sense the difference in him....i could feel how 'serious' he was....my 6 sense tells me tat he is not into me le.....me myself oso lost the interest in goin out with him le....BUT i juz wana be more sure tat my 6 sense was rite...so i went out with him a few more times....and it prove tat my 6 sense was damn accurate~! can be part time fortune teller liao~! haha~!
i can only say he is contracdicting at times....reminding me he is serious in relationships...but bet us is like enjoying each others company only....behaving like couples but am not....well...i suppose we call tat a fling??? at least tats my defination of a fling....
at least he still has a heart...he was worried tat i might treat tings bet us too seriously....but all along i've been treating it as a fling~! i wun be dat stupid to treat tings so seriously after meeting so many of your,the worst creatures living on earth~!
tml is new week~! i'm left with 3 more weeks before i bid farewell to GIORDANO....kinda sad tat i'm leaving...after so long working there.....but....juz really sick of the customers there....really~! nowadays customers are getting from bad to worst~! more and more pullbacks~!!! and D&D~!!!
~sick of work & the worst creatures living on dis earth~
12:05 AM
Sunday, May 23, 2004
damn boring day......started work early.....finish by 3.30....half of my lift gone...cuz not enuff slp...and worst...a headache struck me.....became a totally walking zombie.... throat hurts....muz be wenren la~! or sephy~! or khai~! haha~! tink gonna lose my voice soon??? i'm praying for dat~ so tat i can hv one whole day to slp at home~! & hang the sign of "LEAVE ME ALONE!~!"
went home after work...took my super strong medicine for headache and head for my bed for a rest~! after a short nap...went to orchard to walk walk....went down too late le...everyone is closing....zhiwei only manage to get his radio receiver...he was rather pissed by the sales guys at TANGS....cuz the sales person completely hv no knowledge on their products~! but still me myself is in the service line....i understands tat not all times u can rem all the products tingy....esp its IT line...got to remember the functions of different brands of computers,radio,tv...the list goes on...so peeps~!...nx time remember to show a little mercy to the sales person k??? in the end got the receiver at best denki~! another sales person tat duno their product well....argh... forgiveness shall be the main topic~! we spare the guy frm too much questioning...and got the receiver~! YEAH~! :)
after dat....i went to shuishui's house~! to play with bitbit~!!! though i was in her room all the time...teaching her how to put photos on her blog.....exploring her new handphone~! and trying to tk the best pose i can with it~! hehe~! :P still not satisfied with the one inside her phone....will gonna start snapping once i see her again~! hehe~!
really damn unlucky~! everytime wana tk cab at her house sure wait very long one~! forever the damn bus will come first~! den cab~! maybe i dun hv the LIFE to tk cab??? haha~! juz crapping~! well...its a damn boring day~! with a super pain throat~! gonna stuff myself with more chocolates...to make my throat better??? hehe~!
1:11 AM
Thursday, May 20, 2004
today went to muzayyanah new house @ serangoon~! a nice place~! much more bigger den her old house at sengkang too~! can even play hide and seek at her cabinet~!!! haha~! elaine getting prettier....& of cuz...still AS NOISY AND CRAPPY~! nv stop talking....haha~! ONLY when her bf is in the car~! OMG~! tink her bf is the best medicine on earth to stop her from yakking and yakking on....haha~!
muzayyanah still looks the same....same old her...ya...another LAMER~! ahaha~! her nurse uniform is so cute~! haha~! her mum oso...still looks the same....oso another lamer~! still very chatty too~! chatting and chatting tgt with elaine inside the car~! yupz...she is still as nice...sent me and elaine back...:)
went home...grab my letter box key~! run down my house....in front my #15-907...open it...flip thru the junks newsletter.....ARGH~!!!! there it is~!!! tat thin piece of paper...."ON GOVERNMENT SERVICE".....took it~! clear the junks....walk up the lift...teaing the sides of the letter....trying to look for tat key word......... "PASSED"~!!!!! omg~! i shouted~! tink an aunty walk passed??? and she looked up at me??? paisay~!!!! haha~! but who cares?!?!?!?! i'm one step nearer to my license le~! guess my booklet was easy...tats y can passed~! rem ppl...tk booklet F~!!! gd luck darling~! dun give up~! we'll get the license together~! no worries~!!!
11:56 PM
watched van helsing today~! well....my only command is TROY is nicer~! hehe~! still there is hot babes in there....esp the 3 wifes of the dracular....haha~! sat at the 2nd row from the front~! damn freezy cold and near....zhiwei almost turn into ice~! poor ting...the air con is directly blowing at him....haha~!
look at the date....look at the time....wad day izzit??? MAMBO nite~!!! will keep to my promise....not to bend for 1 week....so i'm a good ger....staying home now.....chatting online with guai peeps who are not clubbing too~! :P
1:24 AM
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
tats my new hair style~! short rite??? argh....there goes my dream of perming my hair...the big wave type....argh~!!! now i looks like a boy~! the stylist wans to try wad different weird weird hairstlye~! shujing and aijia oso kana the weird ting....BUT still kana save...so lucky them~! me now wan to tie cannot tie....aiyohz~! shit....starting from today i gonna put XO on my hair everyday~! make it grow grow grow!!!!!! hahaha~! dun wana step out of my house le la~!!!! argh........ somemore took quite a long time to cut....sit until butt cramp...haha~! but tink not tat bad afterall??? tats wad my mum says....haha~!
9:47 PM
back from the movie...TROY~! nice show i muz say~! thumbs up for all the fighting scene and the hot babes and hunks~! esp brad pit's body~! and diane kruger (as helen)~! such a pretty babe~! oh my god....*drools*....& the little baby~! so so so cute!!!!!!! haha~! though the show was long...but nice~! watch it with meLvin...the super gentleman i've always mention about~! haha~! sorrie meL~! spill the drinks over ur pants...so sorrie....really din mean it...blame it on the jelly fingers i hv....:( will save up to get u a new pants??? :P obviously i'm so much impress again today....a real super duper nice gentleman~! lucky me to know dis fren sia~! haha~! gers reading dis...u really muz add him in ur friendster~! haha~! he's single~! ADD HIM gers~!!! haha~! :P
1:58 AM
Monday, May 17, 2004
back from work...so tiring....first it was my toe....den knee cap pain again...got to wear my knee guard for 1 full week~! AND NO BENDING OF KNEE FOR ONE WEEK~! oh my god....shirley plan me work on mon,wed,fri 2-6...den sat 1/2 morning...hooray~!!! den sunday afternoon shift....total 24 hours~! wah...such a nice treatment??? well....hopefully my elbow wun hurt tat much...and my knee too...it hurts so much at work juz now....haiz...but wad to do??? endure~!!!
was hoping someone can come piggy back me home...but...nope...went home by mrt alone....sad ah??? perhaps i was being pampered too much in the begining...resulting me expecting more??? needs more attention??? & wans him to be there for me when i need him??? but.....i am not anyone to him....and he is not anyone to me....we are sort of juz playing still????? juz enjoying each other company.....duno is he serious??? or not??? or in the end...i might be the one who is serious abt him afterall??? well...let see how tings goes.....
need a massage badly man....so tired after work...need someone to pamper me~!!! totally drain out today.....ZzzzzZzzzzZZzzzZZzzz
12:49 AM
Sunday, May 16, 2004
juz came home from haig road....went to see the sinseh again...dis time is my elbow's turn to be wrap up~! damn pain~! was bitting my poor hand...cuz dare not scream??? cuz today there the biz damn good~! alot of peeps!!! it'll be damn mu-lu'ing' if i scream...hehe~! poor elbow of mine.....*sobzsobz* nx is my knee cap....old injury...the sinseh make a deal with me~! (first time heard of tat rite???) he says i muz promise him ONE WEEK cannot bend down...even when i visit the toilet i muz find those seated ones~!!! wad if i'm urgent?? shit~! haha~! obviously i promised him~! if not...my knee will hv to suffer another week~! cant apply leave i guess??? nx week too many people on leave le....no chance for me...hope shirley can plan a nice schedule for me so tat i can stand in cashier counter all day lohz~! den no need bend liaoz....hahahaha~!
hey hey~! kind souls out there~! remind me daily tat i cant bend my knee k??? hehe~! my darlings chiristine,shujing and jeremy alredy agree le~! hehe~! :P but need more kind souls ah~! haha~!
4:01 PM
Friday, May 14, 2004
I Don't Wanna Know
[P. Diddy - talking]
Hold up, let me answer my phone
Some bitch callin me about some bullshit probably
I'ma call you right back
I'm doin' this mixtape right now
Now back to what I was sayin
[Verse 1 - Mario Winans]
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself
[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
[Verse 2 - Mario Winans]
Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself
[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
[Break - Mario Winans]
Did he touch you better then me (touch you better then me)
Did he watch you fall asleep (watch you fall asleep)
Did you show him all those things that you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
(Stay away from me baby)
[Verse 3 - P. Diddy]
I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It's been proven, my love you abusin
I can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided, I came and provided
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go)
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Gave you extra cheese (c'mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies (that's right)
Now it's time you invest in me
Cause if not then it's best you leave
Holla, yeah
[Chorus - Mario Winans]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
If you're playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
If you're playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
11:32 PM
went to PS to meet my dearest primary skool frens for dinner~! so excited man~! cuz i've not seen yorkmun since pri skool....and joyce since last last christmas~! definately not for angie la...everytime see her in tp...haha~! :P
the feeling of meeting long lost fren like tat.....haha~! my best buddies in pri skool~! miss them so much....wanted to see how dey look like.....as i took the escalator up...my heart was beating faster and faster....haha~! sounds like meeting bf like tat??? haha~! saw 2 figure....but not sure izzit them a not.....and joyce turn~! oh my god~! she hasn't change a bit!!! hahahah~! den yorkmun~! seems to grow a little taller~! & meaty~! she used to be the thinest amoung us~! tink u slack a bit too much ah??? better go exercise more le~! hehe~! sat down and start looking at the menu....joyce was damn hungry.....but she took like 20 mins to look thru the menu??? ahhahaha~! Yorkmun already ate someting before she met us....win liao lohz~! den only me and joyce eating...tink dey need to go catch the fish and prawn ah??? joyce almost fainted there....haha~! den finally angie come join us le.....haha~! 4 crazy gers...catching up the old times...talking abt our good old primary skool days....our ex classmates.....haha~! so fun~! we all change...become mature....haha~! old liao le ~!!! argh!!! hahaha~! meet up again gers~!!!
12:21 AM
Thursday, May 13, 2004
tat was part one abt tat bitch at zouk...still got another bitch i met last nite~! wad a day man~! damn down lohz~! duno wad's wrong with her??? wad's with her stupid reaction towards me??? did i step on ur toe oso??? i dun tink so lohz~! dis ting really sucks lohz~! its some biz tat doesn't involve u~! stand back and mind ur own biz bitch!!!
shuiyi and i met up with joyce at orchard ard 8plus....den 3 gers...start to wander ard...joyce went to grab some food....oh my oh...tat ger sure has change a lot man~! a kiddy kiddy cute cute little ger to a hot babe~! it was still early when joyce finished her food...so dey decided to go down to newsroombar to look for mingwei to give her a surprise~! haha~! guess wad...she wasn't there....too bad....but we still decided to drink at there first cuz it was free flow~! haha~! 3 shots and 1 vodka lime~! erm...i mean lime juice??? haha~! watch NBA there~! & enjoyed the MAMBO~! oh my god~! found a nice place to chill out too~!
the queue was damn long when we reach there....but thank godness~! melvin was there....joined his queue~! haha~! thx mel~! and ur frens too~! =) saw veron,stephanie and their gang....saw ken on the platform~! same spot~! hey ken~! i tried so hard to squeeze my way in to ur front k??? den kana step by tat bitch~! now my toe still bleeding leh....haha~! nice dancing with u though u r like damn high above me~! will learn more frm u den nx time can join u at platform!!! haha~! :P oh ya~! the guy tat wanted to tk number frm me...sorrie ah...not a habit to give strangers my number when i club...unless i see u again??? :) oh ya...u sld intro ur name first boy...haha~! tats a better way to pick gers up~! i also saw eunice lum~!!! haha~! still so small size~! hehe~! :P i saw my senior there~! yingyi~! but din talk to her cuz was trying to pass by~! haha~! aiyah~! forgot to tk her number!!! argh....was damn high man~! but had lots of fun with shuiyi & joyce~! my darling huijun was at phuture with her darling mingyan~! drank the flaming den immediately more high le~! haha~! thx mel for lighting the drinks for us~! ur hand okay??? nx time leave it to the bartender can le~! really appreciated it man~! Mr Nice Gentleman~! haha~! Love dancing with u gers~!!! mUaCkz!!!
P.S: thx to those who hold on to me when i can't keep my balance~! haha~! :P
1:03 PM
i only hv 9 toes left~!!!!!! somebody help~!!!!!! dis bitch~! wad's with the heels????? step until my toe bleed~! damn painful lohz~!!! really~!!! i swear.....din even noe the droplets running down my face is my tears or water during my bathe.....argh!!!!! so pissed~!!! so pain~!!! somebody plz heal my toe~!!!! if not....call the ambulance for me??? thx a zillion~! well...tink call my mum better...but she's slping so soundly~! and i can't possible let her noe where i've gone to tat get such a nice prezzie back home....argh.....pain pain.......*sobzsobzsobz*
4:34 AM
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
plenty of tings went thru my mind...i do enjoy my times with him.....but i really still not sure whether my feelings for him are real a not...and his feelings for me too....tings are a bit fast??? i scared tat it might be juz a crush for him...he says he is not the type tat plays with feelings...BUT...guys...how to trust ur words??? u all are the worst creature living on earth~! best liar on the living earth~! i'm still living in fear of u horrible creature....and besides....i'm really afraid of losing anyone close to me le......1 is already enough le...i dun wana have anyone parting away frm me anymore....i'm scared to have u....and lose u....i dun hv tat courage to make u mine...juz let time tk us thru and see how it goes k??? sorrie tat few days i've upset u...no matter wad happen...friends are friends forever~!
1:11 AM
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
SHOUT OUT: I'M ONLINE AGAIN~!!! FINALLY SIA~!!! HAHAHAHA~! damn torturing when my com got wad ever virus tat ting is call~!
hey~! thx zhiwei~! for helping me save my computer again~! hahaha~!
oh ya~! check out cosy bay at kallang indoor stadium there~! a cool place...more for wine dinning there...a gd place to chill out too~! thx winston for showing me such a great place~!!!
had my basic theory yesterday....oMg...the officer there....like act fierce like tat....50 MCQs....haha~! tink my booklet quite easy ba...;p can manage to do...hope tat the result comes in 2 weeks time will show tat i've passed!!! and of cuz~! my darling shujing will pass with flying colours too~! oh ya~! suprise to see larry there~! gd luck to u too~! hope ya passed too~! =)
someone plz say tat i'm a gd ger??? i din went for mambo last wed nite...din went to chinablack last fri....i feel tat i'm damn guai last week~! haha~! somemore no computer to use~! i stayed home on fri lohz~!!! hahaha~! wed i went to ah ma chalet...stayed over there with shuiyi,ah ma & chris....guess wad??? we party until like 3 plus 4 am like tat~! shuiyi damn noisy lohz~! high like siao~! shout here and there~! tink other rooms oso can hear us...the karaoke singing~! the heart attack~! the UNO~!!!!! got lots of snack...almost cant finsih them up...luckily met teddy bear~! haha~! those guys...no backup one leh~! so we share our tibits due to a little help from him~! haha~! :P saw little stacie there too...hmmm...the first ting went thru my mind was...thot she was suppose to be at mambo nite??? haha~! saw sinyee and yeefang too~! oh my god~! we juz need some spot lite and laser den all of us can party together le lohz~! so many TP students there~!!! hahaha~! oh ya~! thank YOU for sending me there...accompanying me with the shopping and carrying my stuffs....hehe~! =) really enjoyed ur company~! haha~! guess tats abt all...OH SHIT~! late for work~! go to run~!
10:54 AM
Saturday, May 01, 2004
another favourite mambo song~! haha~! wad will happen if there's no more mambo man~! haha~!
~~~BiZaRRe LoVe TrIaNgLe~~~
Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
3:58 PM
