Friday, July 30, 2004

i injured myself AGAIN~!!!!! aLL thanx to........haha~! shaLL not blame on him again.... call me careless...call me dumb.....shuiyi was practically luffing at the top of her lungs when i was screaming at the top of my lungs for help on the phone.....chris oso....started giggling once she sat down on bus.....till we reached skool.....argh....DIS ARE MY GOOD PALS~!!!!! luffing @ ME~!!!!! hMMmP!!!

as usual.....i got tk pictures of dis disgusting stuffs again~!!!! for those who are EATING....or juz eaten~!!! or about to go and hv ur MEALS...... DO NOT SCROLL DOWN~!!!!!!!!

well....my wound is still bleeding now.....sOooOoOo.....eEeeK....dun blame me if u din read instructions and scroll down~!!!!

11:23 PM

i see a clone.....he speaks like him.......he looks like him......the tone sounds like him......OMG~! he reminds me of the past him......

*am i still living under his shadow????*

i thot i've gotten over him already??? for it has passed a yr.....i swear to myself dat he'll nv be someone impt...wun affect my mood....BUT....some how his clone make me feel.....weird....today.....

i feel confused....i feel mixed.......i still feel someting....but i duno wad is dat feeling????......

~~i thot i hv gotten over him????~~

7:20 PM

Thursday, July 29, 2004

HaPPy 19th bIrtHdAy tO aNgiE~!!! e LittLe mOnkeY~! hEhe~! =)

hApPy 19th bIrtHdAy tO eVoN~!!! hehE~!!!

2 of my good fren birthday today~! enjoy urself~! stay pretty ladies~! and u 2 and ur bf life happily ever after~! juz like fairy tales~!!!

well...was sick yesterday...and today...having some stomach problems...duno wads wrong with me oso...feel so uncomfortable....haiz....but finally...my group mates decides to tk a break off so dat everyone can study for their mid sem test.....

yesh~! u din see wrongly...nx week is my mid sem test....for those out on SIP...for once~! i feel dat doin SIP out there is cooler den staying in SkooL~!!! sucks....got to start reading all those rubbish....i bet noting will go in again~!

been rather moody lately....tink having some mood swings....when i'm surround with frens...i'm still okay...but when i'm left alone...i starts to tink....at home worst...gets easily irritated by my mum....juz dun understand wads with the nagging??? i've haven been able to rest at home peacefully....only today...i manage to get a quiet evening....she disturb my peace....

oh god.................dis shit is getting nowhere~! i need a place to study....a quite and peaceful place....no naggings at least.....i've got a place in mind le.....if *u* dun mind??? can i??? plz???

dis week really flies....i still thot it was like monday??? and nx...tml is fri already??? oh my god....how hard it is to catch up with time???......

CRAP...duno wad am i typing oso...so moronic~!!!! *LEAVE ME ALONE*

10:13 PM

Monday, July 26, 2004

well....i'm doin my service marketing report now....getting a bit restless...so i've decided to blog abt my long weekends~!

saturday was fully packed...first it was scanning of card at the NE talk...follow by printing of surveys with chris....den off we go to suntec to do Haach observation...with Jiawen & Macwyn...nx go down to town in the afternoon...to shop for evon's prezzie~! got her escada island kiss~! damn nice smell lohz~!!!! i wan dat too~!!! my nx targeted perfume~!!! and got her Royce chocolate...YumMmmMmmm.....hehe~! after dat...i head down to Pasir Ris to meet JunYe...and down to downtown east~! the chalet...dats not the end....i went over to *his* place after the chalet...purpose was to swim...but when we reach there....was too late...the pool was quite dark dat 2 of us decide to swim in the morning....=p

Junye took out his digi cam....and i....hehe~! started taking shots~!!!

presenting u my secondary skool OTAH KIA~!!!!!

JunYe...oUr mighTy JOE yOuNg~! hehe~!

WeiLee....the OtAh KiA~!!!!

wEiLee & hIs BiRd FaCE~! DaMn StuPid~!

L to R Top: DeVi, EvOn e BiRthDaY GeR~!, TIaNaN
L to R Bottom: Me, MiSs Yap (mY mATHs tEacHer), Mdm TaN ( My cHiNEsE TeacHeR)

L to R Top: DeVi, EvOn e BiRthDaY GeR~!, IaN, JunYe
L to R Bottom: Me, MiSs Yap, Mdm TaN

LaSt 2 GrOup PhoTOs b4 i lEft.....
AddEd iN...YaNtInG~! Mr 3D...tHe Donkey, Ducky, and Dino~!!! haahaa~! and his shy little gf...

Today went out with chris to shop for syl prezzie....finally she got her someting dat she likes a lot too~! haha~! supposing to be home by evening to rush my report...but...Zhiwei msg me to ask me out to chit chat....so...i went over to parkway parade~! since its been such a long time i catch up with him le....had a gd time catching up....lifes pretty boring for an army guy huh...haha!!! i'm kinda glad i'm in poly? and am a ger? hehe!!! we went to east coast beach to sit down and cont chatting...under the nice starry nite~!!! lots of starSsSsSS~! but lots of clouds too~! hahaha~! nice sea breeze....makes me more refresh and has the energy to start doin my report again~! till den...i shall sign off here!!! adious peeps~!!!

4:19 AM

Friday, July 23, 2004

WoW~! juz reach home from Bedok 85~!!!!! My Bar ChoR Mee~!!!!! & e Chicken wing...and "ao lua"....

Sengchye came to pick christine and me up....and off we go to bedok 85~!!!! hehe~!!!

YuMMy~!!!!!!! now damn full....but at least i feel great...after being in skool from 11plus till 9.45 where the lab tech come chasing me and christine away from lab AGAIN~!!!

Projects pilling like mountain.....no ending research to be done....printing of information......reading of textbooks and notes.....argh.......dats all about marketing man.........

11:56 PM

Thursday, July 22, 2004

my darling son jiayong has gone to NS le....in commando camp...today is his second day inside le....hope he is doin great~!!!!

wenzhou went in tekong today le....oh my....2 at a time....miss them sOoOoO much~!!! lost a son....& lost a gd fren to chat on msn...TO SINGAPORE~!!!!!!! irritating~!!! haiz.....

i see more and more deadlines.....which is driving me crazy....driving me to my graveyard~!!!!! DEAD-LINES...wans us all DEAD & LINE FLAT in the coffin~!!!!!

at least i've done my IJ le....b4 the deadline which is tml 11am....now i got another to rush...my CDS project...duno wad the hell i'm doin too....haha~! wish me luck peeps~!!!

oh ya...*he* appeared out of nowhere...asking me to go clubbing with him...haha~! i'm glad he appeared again...at least i got one more phuture kaki le~! hehe~! hmmm...he goes to zouk at times too~! yeah~! both sides~! hehe~! Plz bring me to clubbing soon k??? i promise i'll be a good ger~!!! =D

oh ya~! interviewed at bates asia....it went well...except that they got to check out which department need intern more during that period...well...pay is still low...no company is willing to pay more for interns...the job scope wise...not as challenging as giordano one....but once again...it depends on wad dept u get posted to in Bates....well...hope dey get back to me fast...wana settle tings fast b4 i start to meet DEADLINES again~!!!!!!!!!!!!

11:44 PM

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

had my dinner with JiaYong my darling Son...& veronica~! tonite is jiayong's last nite of freedom...he is goin in to commando camp tml morning~!!!! my precious son~!!! sure gonna miss him much~!!! ride in his ReD CeLiCa~! speeding down to thomson jap restaurant~! hehe~! sOOooOooO ShiOK~!!!! so nice....a hell rider indeed~! wanted to tk his car pic and him...BUT my damn hp low batt~!!! WTF....at a wrong time~! anyway...had a great dinner with jiayong & veron~! looking forward to nx outing...3 weeks later??? when my precious son will be out frm commando??? hahahhaha~!!!! I WILL MISS U MY DEAR SON~!!!!

anyway...dis week is a tension week....i'm damn stress...damn tired....haiz.....mood damn down....Mr Yeo~! i'm glad to see ur msg~!!! am glad u ask someting tat really interest me~!!!! plz bring me to clubbing tml???? plz plz plz??? hahaha~! i'm pinning hope on u now~! or maybe....i'll be too tired to go too??? haiz...........................see how it goes ba..............

time pack....brain cells all squeezed.....i dun even hv the time to sit down and tink abt *him* so much.....though now blogging i still misses him bit......

well....wish me luck peeps~! i'm goin down bates tml for interview~! and wish me luck in rushing ALL MY PROJECTS~!!!!!! lurve ya peeps who has been there for me all dis while~! thx~!!!

11:42 PM

Monday, July 19, 2004

so many tings happened....yet so lazy to blog all up.....well.....had my interview at giordano HQ today....it was great~! Rebacca is a very nice person...very friendly...she loves to share...she is great~! i am looking forward the chance to work with her....

but sad to say...it is NOT A MUZ to hire me...so...if i was to be hired...i am considered lucky~! well...can't sit here and do noting...so i've decided to email bates too~! and the ger replied me the very nx hour~! fast~! i'm glad that she reply me real fast...& short...(only alan, christine & shuiyi noe wad i mean)

begining of the day was damn happy~! cuz it was really a great session meeting with rebac...i even went down to geylang to buy "you tiao da wang" with the Bean Curd too~!!!! but mood change when i reach home after project meeting......STRESS~!!!!!!!!! duno where to start...duno wad to do...yet...SO MUCH TO DO~!!! i feel suffocated~! wana die~!!! SOMEONE PLZ KILL ME~!!!!!!

i sld be goin phuture on dis wed nite...cuz i already ON my brudder...he say bring more gers??? haha~! anyone wana join me??? i need a break...need to destress~!!!! msg me if u all wana join~! my brudder treating drinks~!!!

11:08 PM

Sunday, July 18, 2004

~~HaPPy 20th bIrtHdAy tO mY bRuDDeR PauL~!!!!!!!!!! eNjOy uR dAy & hV fUn bRuDDeR~!!!!!!!~~

12:01 PM

Saturday, July 17, 2004

wow...blogger has change it posting mode...din even realise dat...fuck it...feeling damn stress & sucky~!!!!!...projects and projects....nv ending projects~!!!!!....be it individual or group...in another 3 weeks time we'll be having our mid-sem test....wad the hell??? damn it~! hate dis FAST system...damn FAST??? din even have a time to BREATH~!!! i gonna hv asthma attack soon~! & i really mean it....i'm not kidding....

hate the life i'm leading now....hate the situation now...hate myself for being so useless...hate the feeling of not being anyone important....hate being so insignificant~!!! hate myself for liking U~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

feeling so screwed up~!!! i'm damn useless....oh god...i really need your help....

2:21 PM

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

tonite~! i decides to give myself a break...not gonna do my projects till late midnite...gonna give myself & my precious brain a gd rest~! hurray~!!!

well...no zouking...no phuturing....juz a nice nite for me to rest myself.....more projects rushing coming up on thu and fri....wish me luck~!

"ha ok...enjoy ur day"....is dat all??? now i noe how insignificant i am to u...oh god.....dis ting is seriously getting nowhere.....for some unknown reasons....u juz began to feel a little special in me....the heartbeat racing when i went to meet u...reminds me of my secondary skool days when we wana meet the guy that we had a crush for so long..... heart racing like 120 to 140...any moment might end up having heart attack....and when the moment i see u...ur smile juz melts my heart away...kept my heart beat back to normal speed.....

words of "i miss u" juz could not come out....i wasn't feeling bored when i say i wanted to go over....i juz wan to see u...i wasn't a so call "jia ting zhu fu wanna be" when i unpacked ur clothes & packed them nicely for u into ur new cabinet....i juz wana do someting for u.....& a reason to be there with u....

for everyone dat knows me....knows how "neat & tidy" is my room....some guys can even describe dat their room is even neater den mine~! well...my mum gave up nagging at me already....she tinks tat dis daughter of hers is classfied under the hopeless case le....

Well I know we just met yesterday
But things feel oh so right
Cause you always know just what to say
And what is on my mind
Well I feel I need a special way
To ask you to be mine
But I dont know when's the perfect day
Or whats the perfect time

Babe you leave me confused
Dont know if I
should let you know or wait it out girl
Wish I knew just what to do
Im so confused

(Chorus)
So girl what you wanna see
Wanna see me get down on my knees
Wanna hear me begging baby please
Wanna hear me crying for mercy
Oh girl I wish I knew your world
I think im losing my head over you

Every bone in my body says I want you tonight
Pretty little hunny, why you there by my side
With your Hale Berry face and you Beyonce thighs
With you Juxci want to collide
?
Bump all night long with you sexy little waist
Come girl, come along,
wanna make love to you from dusk til dawn

Well I know that it maybe too soon
to know just what you'd like
But I wana know what you've been thru,
what you want from life
Its so real the way I feel so true,
its been so hard to find
Wanna now how you feel for me too,
so I can make up my mind

Babe you leave me confused
Dont know if I should let you know or wait it out girl
Wish I knew just what to do
I'm so confused

(Repeat Chorus)

Well someone once told me that you'd end up lonely
Dont let love ever pass you by
Coz I've seen it happen to people
that mattered to me with my very own eyes
Maybe they were mistaken
And I should be waiting, for you to show me a sign
Or should I just let you know that if I let you go,
Id wonder the rest of my life

[Repeat Chorus]

To be or not to be, that is the question
I dont know what to do Im in a state of confusion
All I want from you is your love and affection
Is this love real or just an illusion?

[Repeat Chorus x 2]

~~feeling so confused..........juz like the song........~~

11:37 PM

finally i'm home early~!!!!!!!!! so happy~!!!!! for the pass 2 days....coming home late....slping late....wake up early~!!!! it was a torture~!!!

it has been a long time i muz go thru late slping and waking early schedule....i can see MORE of it coming~! yesh~! MORE of them~!!! haha~! gonna catch some nap~!!! yeah~!!!!

6:06 PM

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

had such a long long day....guess wad...yesterday i went down all the way to Jurong Regional Library all by myself~! to do some raffles hotel research....den today...went down to Bedok Community Library~! to cont the research~!

WOW~!!!! its been like how many dino years i've been to national library to search on books....& borrow them~!!! i look like some dumb ass inside the library...trying to find the category....the code....the book...den to the borrowing part...wadever cash card tingy~! OH MY GOD~! i almost made a fool outta myself while trying to top up the cash card~!!! so moronic lohz~!!!

last nite....slept at 4plus in the morning~! freaking crazy~!!! its been such a long time i slp SOooOoOooooO LATE~! & my nx day lesson is 9AM~!!!!!! freaking crazy lohz~!!! only 2 hours of slp is definately NOOOOooOoOOOOOOoOOoooOooOoT ENUFF~!!!!!!! i admit it le~!...i'm a pig...i need AT LEAST 8 hours of SLP!!! whoever today i've missed or too tired to say hi....forgive me~!!!!!! *ROAR* (learn from shuishui one)

last sun went to rebac's wedding dinner....the food was not bad....everyting is nice ah....expect its at yishun~! DAMN FAR~!!!!

~CONGRATS REBAC~!!!!!!~ Zao SheN GuI Zi~!!!!~

after the wedding dinner.....i went over to look for *him*....strangely tat my heart was beating damn fast at the thot of meeting him......he shifted house le....went over his place....help him unpacked all his clothes and place them neatly into his cardboards....hehe~! his new place is damn deserted!~! sOooOoo sCarry~!!! a very quiet place....soooOoo quiet tat i tink if someone was murdered there...no one will noe....

sometimes i feel that i'm easily contented.....all i wan was juz to see him.....that was enuff for me le.....if add a nice BIG teddy bear hug~! will be enuff to warm my heart....i'm tat easily contented....hehe~! too bad....can't see him everyday....can only miss him dearly....

~~when can i stop missing u??????~~

9:47 PM

Sunday, July 11, 2004

This could be it, I think I'm in love
It's love this time
It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love
This love is mine

I can see you with me when I'm older
All my lonely night are finally over
You took the weight of the world off my
shoulders (the world just goes away)

Oh, when you kiss me
I know you miss me--
and when you're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me that you
adore me--oh, when you kiss me
Oh, yeah

You are the one, I think I'm in love
Life has begun

I can see the two of us together
I know I'm gonna be with you forever
Love couldn't be any better

Oh, when you kiss me
I know you miss me--
and when you're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me that you
adore me--oh, when you kiss me
Oh, yeah

[Instrumental Solo]

I can see you with me when I'm older
All my lonely nights are finally over
You took the weight of the world off my
shoulders (the world just goes away)

Oh, when you kiss me
I know you miss me--
and when you're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me that you
adore me--oh, when you kiss me

And when you kiss me
I know you miss me
Oh, the world just goes away
When you kiss me

When You Kiss Me bY Shania Twain

2:33 PM

Saturday, July 10, 2004

wOoOOoo~!!! juz came home from Zhen Fa SteamBoat session with Belinda,Robin,Evelyn,Shuyi,Mingyu & WanQi~!!! Its damn nice having the 6 of us tgt again~!!! hehe~!!!

we keep eating and eating and eating....till the 4 tables ard us change new eaters...we still eating....at least one table once....haha~!!! some is twice.....hahaha~! well...from 6plus....we eat eat eat till 10plus....ended with ah ber's bday cake~!!! hehe~!

happy joking away....me and qi....e "non-seafood" eater...keep frying for the rest of them....hahaha!!!

HIGHLIGHTS

EVELYN...the mummy of the day~!!! peeling prawn and feeding everyone~!!! so cute~!!!

ROBIN...the murderer of seafood~!!! hahaha~! no lah...the best MAN there~! killing the prawn....murdering the crab...washing the seafood...the crams....wad ever need washing...he's the MAN~!!! haha~!

MINGYU...the assistant of ROBIN~!!!...helping him to clean the seafood....and eating all the lettures~!!! haha~!

WANQI...the MEAT CHEF~! frying all the chicken & pork there....woOoOo...NICE NICE~!!! i swear~!!! hahaha~!!!

SHUYI...the silent eater~! ahahha~! most of the times i see her drinking soup la...oh ya~! she and robin finish the seashell tingy~!!! hahaha~!

BELINDA...the QUEEN of the DAY~!!! & the MUSHROOM eater~!!! everyone fry the food for her....but she keep eating her fav mushrooms & vegetables~!!! aahahha~! another vegetarian~!!! hehe~! Hope u enjoy ur today~!!! oh ya~! forgot to mention tat she almost kill someone today???? her chair fell off the platform...and roll down the stairs....Luckily no one was walking pass her at tat time~! if not...we might end up in police station~!

ME~!...the CRAB fryer~!!! cooked all the crab~! haha~! hope u gers...& robin dun get stomach ache~! although juz now when we goin home....robin kinda feel sick??? oh no..........
not only did i fried the crab....as usual...i CRAP a lot still~!!! hahaha~! my table is the most happening table lohz~!!! me & qi...crapping away....laughing away~!!! haha~! the noisiest table among aLL~!!!

ah ber's bday cake~!

took lotz of photos...shall update more later when robin send it to me~!!! *stomach ache now.......~farts~* hahhahaha~!!!!!

11:12 PM

oh ya~! how can i forget abt dis....yesterday i went to watch "Mean GirLs"~!!!! a nice show~!!! recommended~!!! hahaha~! a funny and great show to catch~!!!

after dat...chris,sengchye,mercy & me went to eat the chocolate steamboat~!!! haha~! the kiwi was almost finish when i wanted to tk the photo....aLL thx to sengchye~!!!

yUmMmMmmmMMmmmMmm.....hahaha~! its nice~!!! not to forget tat it is especially SINFUL!!! but...once in a bluemoon is okay rite??? hahahha~!

ta dA~!!!! aLL gone~!!! hahaha~! today will be eating steamboat with ber,qi,eve,mingyu & shuyi~! haha~! my sec skool gang~! we'll be celebrating ber's bday today~!!! will update more FOOD picture later~!!! *drooLs*

1:18 PM

Friday, July 09, 2004

wOoOO~! back home from JAM & HOP~!!! happening indeed~! though it looks kinda dumb dancing inside skool SPORTS HALL~! hahah~! but it was still fun~!

the jamming session was okay....only mac & clara part was the nicest among all...haha~! the break dancers were great~!!! very nice~!!!

the most memorable part tat everyone there would remember is the guy frm design....he is INHUMAN~!!! his mouth is like a black disc played by DJ!!! very impressive guy~!!! hahaha!~! design's performance was good...BUT BIZ was the BEST~!!!!!! hehe~! BIZ RULES~!!

damn tired now....had another long long day......i guess...i'll hv LOTS OF READING to do~~~!!! got to finish reading my Service Marketing by dis weekend....got to read the 6 steps of presentation which is NOT VERY LITTLE let me warn u all~!

been missing *him* the whole day....duno y....the songs played in my mp3...reminds me of him.....i juz feel like doin someting nice 4 him.....wanted to pick up some dishes frm his hometown....wanted to buy beef kuey teow for him as supper.....but....who am i to him??? would he appreciate it??? i'm juz not in any position to be so nice to him.... maybe i sld juz let my mind rest and stop tinking of him???

ZzzZzZzzzZZzzZzzzZzzzZZzzzZzzZzZZzZ

11:07 PM

Thursday, July 08, 2004

HAPPY 20tH BiRtHdAy TO KELVIN~!!!!!!

HAPPY 19Th BiRtHDAY tO ZHONGHUI~!!!!!!

11:17 PM

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Okay...I need some help from EVERYONE who reads my blog....My Dumb CDS requires me to find out wad makes a Singaporean???

tag me peeps~!

11:33 PM

back from swimming with ShuJing & HuiJun~!!! TP swimming pool is great~! not so cold....juz the rite temperature~! haha~! shall swim more @ there~! its very peaceful....& VERY DEEP~! 4M man~!!!! sOoOoOO sCaRRY~!!!!!!!

i swam quite a number of laps....shujing.....playing with water lohz....haha~! huijun swam a few laps den join shujing to play water~! hahaha~! it was shiok~!!!

let u all see the photos taken yesterday~!!!

there's dis photo....of shuishui~!!! damn CUTE~!!!!!! but i tink she'll kill me if i post tat on my blog!!!! haha~! juz go to jingjing's link and see ba~!!! biggest photo~!!! haha~!

7:50 PM

HaPPy 19tH bIrtHdAy tO BeLiNda~!!!!!! eNjOy uR dAy gEr~!!! mAy aLL uR wIshEs cOmE tRuE & sTaY eVerLasTiNg wIth RoBin~!!!!

Another gd fren of mine birthday~! haha~! yesterday we had lotz of fun taking pictures outside LT...celebrate jing's 19th birthday with apple studel instead of cakes~! cuz for the pass 5 days....she has been eating CAKES~!!!! hahaha~! nice rite??? aLL thx to shawn for the reminding~! haha~! if not i tink jing will end up with another cake~! =P

last nite *he* sang a new song *he* juz learned~! guess wad song??? its "QING TIAN"~!!! haha~! its damn nice~!!! haha~! shuishui~!!! envy not??? ask ur jay to sing u the song on phone ah~!!! =p after he sing a few more times....i bombared him with a list of Jay's song...and ask him to learn it on spot and sing~! haha~! he got the chords quite fast...its only the lyrics....JIAYOU~!!! i'm still waiting for my request songs~! haha~! regret asking me to request A song already rite??? =P

i'm goin to skool already~!!!! bye peeps~!!! enjoy ur day~!!!

9:54 AM

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING SHUJING~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

May u stay pretty and sweet~! but plz dun be so violent???? *Ouch~!* haha~!

today in skool...i saw *him*....and he said hello to me~!!!!!!! not once...BUT TWICE~!!! so happi~! haha~! i really thot even when i grad frm TP...i will not get to noe *him*...haha~! not bad rite??? i manage to noe him & get to say hi to him b4 i grad~!!! muz buy 4D le~!!! hahaha~!!! so damn happi~!

portugal lost......WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! damn it~!!! anyway...i tink i shouldn't hv played WWE with andrew...now the joints bet the shoulder and my arm hurts badly~! can't carry heavy stuffs....nor hold properly in the bus...it'll give sharp pains~!!! *ouch* looks like i need to visit the sinseh at haig road AGAIN~! haha~! anyone wana go with me??? i scared pain......=P

12:31 AM

Sunday, July 04, 2004

You light up another cigarete and I pour the wine
It’s four o’clock in the morning and it’s starting to get light
Now I’m right where I wanna be, losing track of time
But I wish that it was still last night

You look like you’re in another world but I can read your mind
How can you be so far away, lying by my side
When I go away I’ll miss you and I will be thinking of you
Every night and day

Just promise me you’ll wait for me
‘Cause I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home soon

When I go away I’ll miss you and I will be thinking of you
Every night and day

Just promise me you’ll wait for me
‘Cause I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home
Promise me you’ll wait for me
‘Cause I’ll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you’ll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I’ll be home, I’ll be home soon

the song above is Beverley Craven - Promise Me

11:53 PM

back frm a little shopping with shuishui~!!! thx for accompanying me down to town today~! we started walking ard raffles city....den city link....den suntec....well...saw some not bad items...but the sales was really not tat attractive to me and shui shui~!!!!!!!

dis year is the lousiest great singapore sales man~!!! shuishui...her sis,yanping....and me....walk and walk....like some zoombie....haiz....bad sales....esp when dis stomach pain problem....aiyoh~!!! sorrie gers....kind of bring down the morale of shopping juz now....sOoOoOoo sOoOOorrie.....

bought a pink sun glass...hehe~! although not the most perfect one i'm looking for...argh....got to rush home earlier...bcuz my dad forgotten his keys!!! well...tats y i'm home now~! in front of my com...

gonna start my research liao~!!! hope tonite PORTUGAL WILL WIN~!!!

6:08 PM

Saturday, July 03, 2004

had a long day today....woke up damn early...8.52AM.....get myself ready in like less den 38mins...and went to meet christine....our motive today was to go down to skool...attend the last 30 mins of NE TALK...and scan our matric card...

well...1 NE talk is down...2 more for me~!!! yesh...2 more~! i din attend any for the past 2 years of poly~!

after the talk...chris and i had our fav sui jiao at engin~! a canteen tat i dun like to step into for the past 2 yrs of poly....due to the nice...juicy sui jiao~! i'll pop by engin 2nd canteen at least once a week??? haha~! after dat....we head down to orchard to shop~!!! but not me dis time....chris is the one doin the shopping...haha~! i din spend a single cents k??? *shujing~!...i so guai rite???* sc join in our shopping shortly we arrived at wisma....

~~~SINGAPORE YOUTH FESTIVAL~~~

too bad...i had to rush down to stadium to meet Mr Kian Hong~! to suppose TK BAND~!!!! TANJONG KATONG BAND~!!!!! the jam at orchard today was a killer~! to make the jam worst...kallang area join in the jam too~! i was like 1 hour late to meet ken~!!! sorrie ken....really very sorrie~!!! the jam was really horrible + terrible~! but we still manage to grab a not bad seats....to view TKBAND~!!!!

stupid dark clouds~!!! came and park rite at the center of stadium~!!! we were praying to all kinds of god tat the wind will blow them away~! sad to say....shuiyi....i din get wet~!!! haha~! it only drop a few drops....and the rain stop~!!!! ahahahahahaha~! *grin*

~dark clouds parking at the center of stadium~

in front of ken and me was dis pair of "NIAN GAO"....OH MY GOD~! r dey here to pinic??? or to show ppl how lovey dovey dey r??? the ger is sOoOOoOoOoOOOOoOooOoOooO sticky~! and i mean VERY STICKY~!!!!! she can't keep her hands to herself man~! only when the competition between the band starts~! thank god~! i almost puke my sui jiao out seeing how STICKY she is....well....after e 4 bands finished....dey left~! *HURRAY~!!!!* i really can't imagine waiting for the results behind the "NIAN GAO"~!

"The Best Drum Major of Year 2004 goes to.............

Ngip someting someting.....of DEYI SECONDARY~!!!"

"The Best DISPLAY BAND of Year 2004 goes to.......

-my heart beat was beating damn fast.....fingers crossed.....praying hard it TK.......-

TANJONG KATONG SECONDARY~!!!!!!!"

HURRAY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO DAMN HAPPY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CONGRATS TO ALL TK BAND MEMBERS~!!!!!!! THE 4th CONTINUOUS WINNER OF BEST DISPLAY BAND~!!!!!!

congrats to KELVIN~! congrats to QIMIN~! TK BAND has done it AGAIN~!!!!

took some photo of TK MEMBERS....well...the stadium was damn pack today~! lots of lots of KIDS!!! haha~! secondary kids...primary skool kids.....running ard.....haha~! reminds me of the good old days.....saw my primary skool~! sOooOO CUTE~!....and opposite me was the flashcards and choir....the flashcards reminds me of my sec 1 days...i did tat before~!!! SO DAMN HOT~!!! BUT it was quite fun afterall~! still rem huang with his "xin jin zi ran liang"......

haha~!!! after dat i rushed home to change and go for my mum's god-ma's birthday~!!! HAPPY 77th BIRTHDAY AH MAH~!!!! the 4 tables all packed up with the aunties....uncles....their kids....oh my god~! so happening~!!! my ah mah was even wearing dis LEVIS jacket~!!! *weird*

the food was good....at dis jumbo restaurant....at serangoon garden there i tink....only took the picture of the red wine my uncle smuggled in~! 6 small bottles~! haha~! but the adults at my table were drinking it happily~! tink my uncle quite high....keep talking and talking to me in dirlect...though some of them noe i'm not tat good in tat...

tonite was feeling quite crappy actually.....bcuz i'm still missing someone tat i shouldn't miss.....from the start i noe he wasn't serious....and me too....din plan to get serious abt him....but i seriously duno y i'm feeling so crap up~!!! i only noe...he does occupies a space in me...wad ever action he does....affects my mood.....

in my mind...i noe clearly he is not the one i sld be searching for.....but sometimes....feelings are real damn difficult to control.....very difficult.....i have to admit...i do feel for him....a little more den those guys tat i've dated....

damn it....feel really damn crappPppPpPpPpppPPppPpPy now......someone juz get him outta my mind plz?????

11:51 PM

~TODAY~
went to skool earlier for project meeting....gosh~!!! its damn damn damn difficult to choose a brand to work on~!!! almost 2 hours....with 4 brains...and we still can't come up with a brand tat we wana do for our brand management project...oh my god~! *bless us god~~~! if u can hear me*

lecture by dasilva today was quite long...he is so wordy~! but i manage to stay awake and LISTEN to his lecture...not like shawn and jerome....ZzzZZzzz away....~! haha~!

after dat shuishui,shawn and me went down town to shop~!!! zara started their sales le~!!! BUT their sales sucks~!!! dey cheat our feelings only~!!! the items are still damn exp~! only manage to get 1 shirt....like the pink skirt though...but..its still not worth to get it....tOooOooOOoo bAd~~~~~!

we met up with jingjing at 4plus....and manage to hang ard taka area....gosh~! nv go out when u r angry~!!! she bought he tiffany & co. ear rings already....wow~! *impulse buying??? nah...acutally she aim for tat for very long le....haha~!*

evening went over andrew's place for swimming~!!! a very nice pool tat i've always wanted to swim in~!!! love the pool~! sOoOoo cOoL~! but the deepest in only 1.5m??? haha~! stupid andrew...threw me ard the pool~! tink it looks like come WWE to the kids who were swimming with us...haha~! damn tired now....ZzzZZzzZZzz

~YESTERDAY~
had prata with winston at jalan kayu~!!! damn nice~!! the mutton~!!! wOoOOoOo~! so goOoOooD~!!!! so shiok~!!!!! the cheese prata~! *yuMmMmMy~!* haha~!

12:14 AM