Sunday, July 31, 2005

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

7:48 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

my blog is boring...

how abt lets play a game?

"38.2"

guess wad is it.....winner will be awarded....

8:48 PM

dis blog is not dead yet...
juz duno wad to write on with my life...

juz noe dat...
falling sick isn't a gd ting...
hate seeing doctors...

recover frm sickness...
and now...
sick again...

doesn't seems to recover...
seems to get weaker everyday...

i still sooooo soooooo tired..........

12:38 AM

Friday, July 08, 2005

i'm soooooo tired..........
juz wana hv the good old days back.....

12:17 AM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

celebrated Ah Fu's 21st birthday on sat!

photos are up!

anyway...work is slacking...but tiring...cuz not enuff slpness...juz not used to the timing.....

SO.........

Happy 20th Birthday to ShuJing (6th july)
Happy 20th Birthday to Belinda (7th july)
Happy 21st Birthday to Kelvin (8th july)
Happy 20th Birthday to Zhong Hui (8th july)

12:18 AM

to begin ah fu's 21st birthday....we started taking photo on our own!!!!!!